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[kippurbird]

It's either because I'm off my meds or because of whatever, but I can't brain.

I've been having trouble writing, putting down words to paper, even just inane trivial stuff.

I can't even doodle correctly. My doodles are just like... scribbles, not even proper shapes. They're abstractions of abstractions. I can't focus. I can't do anything.

This is the perfect opportunity, isn't it? I've got no work! I have all the free time in the world to write! And I can't get a single word to paper in a proper way that makes coherent sense. RP'ing is hard too.

Writing this entry is hard. And it's not even that I've got so many ideas bubbling around that I can't put them all down coherently, it's that the hamster wheel is empty and the hamster's gone off somewhere else.

God, my posts lately have been insanely depressing.

My mom just mentioned this could be withdrawl from the meds too.

Guh.

I want my brain back.

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[kippurbird.livejournal.com]

Aw.

Unfortunately not. This is one of those sort of wait it out things and not even I can do anything about that.