Anxiety attack

[kippurbird]

Well the tryout's tomorrow and I'm an anxious wreck. My mind's zooming around at fifty five different speeds of lights. And I don't care if that doesn't make any sense, that's how I'm feeling. My stomach's all flergiberty and I threw up yesterday (but that just could have been from the smell of kitty poo. Chaucer somehow managed to poo on the carpet. BAD kitty!) Nervous energy abounds with in me. I can't sit still. I'm soooo glad I don't have lecture today because I don't think I could concentrate on it. Of course I don't think I'll be letting myself use the scaple either.

Neeeervous energy....

I want to go and flap my hands around and spin in circles. Definately not a high functioning day for me today. Although I'm amazed that I'm thinking so coherently.

Wheeeeeeee!1! Ahhahahahahahahad;adfp4ewaur s'fdvk

that felt kinda good...