The meeting that wasn't.

The big meeting that was supposed to happen today didn't happen today. After I saw my shrink on Monday he wrote a letter to the lawyer. The letter said that under no circumstances could I return to work at the library without serious danger to my mental health. As that was the point of the meeting we didn't meet. Instead my lawyer talked to the university's lawyer. The university's lawyer said that I should come up with a job I could do at the university instead because they had none to offer. They hadn't been hiring in years, blah blah blah.

So my mom and I batted around job possibilities for a couple of hours. We narrowed it down to a teaching sort of thing, but realized eventually several problems. One if they were going to pay me hourly, it wouldn't be worth the gas to go up there. Two teaching jobs are only good during the school year, so how would I earn money during the off seasons. Three, the semester has already started so I couldn't even teach this semester. I'd have to wait until fall to even try it.

Yeah.