Weight Rant

The frustration I'm feeling over this subject is rather palitable. It's not something that I talk about often as it's not something that I think about (which is something I pride myself on) however when your mother decides that it is a good topic of conversation almost every time you get into the car alone with her, it does begin to way heavily on the mind.

My mother (and aparently father) seem to believe that I have a weight problem. That I'm fat. And I sort of agree with them to a certain point. Yes I probably do need to loose some weight and I have been trying it just doesn't seem to be working very well.

The way I've been trying is by watching what I eat. This works on and off intermitently. Apparently the food at the Berg isn't the best for me and what not. But in any case, what I ever I do, it doesn't seem to work and I don't know what to do.

I don't like having to worry about my weight. It's annoying. It's sooo just not an issue that I find important. It's just dumb to have to worry about such a thing and it's taking up more time than I'd like for it to do. I think I'm going to run off and scream this is frustrating me so badly.